When you’re trying to find an alter you know is somewhere but you just can’t find them:

When you’re trying to find an alter you know is somewhere but you just can’t find them:


They are pro-MAP and sent me this just a few minutes ago:

Keep in mind, we aren’t only minors, we’re also extremely triggered by CSA/COCSA as we were victims of it, and MAPS also trigger us quite a bit too. They didn’t think that through even one time when sending this and sent Mike (our COCSA trauma holder) into a panic attack. So for the love of God, block and report if any of this bothers you or triggers you.
@yourfaves-hatesmaps @maphatingcharacteroftheday @irishatespedos @castiel-smites-pedos @anonymous-for-the-children @homotalian @csa-victims-against-maps is it ok if i tag you guys? you’re the ones I know

How it feels trying to remember something you did as a child



How I feel like alters talk when they front and act nothing like the host
Stranger: Hi! What’s your name?
Me trying to figure out what option to pick out of 20:

Mom: how was school today?
Me, dissociating:

