I have DID and one very emotionally abuse boyfriend… I love him but sometimes my demonic alter wants to front to make him scared for his life but I can’t do it cause I’m so tired of fighting the same constant wave of shit… I’m so tired and alone… I kinda wanna die. ;-; I have no one to talk to, Sorry for being a bother.
im not v good at advice but like. if you’re with “one very emotionally abusive boyfriend” it’s p clear that you should leave this dude. the demonic alter isn’t particularly bad for wanting to scare someone they see as a danger
Me: *is on my phone and Doug various things* Me: *slightly dissociates* Me: Wait, what was I doing again? I tried to backtrack, but I’ve completely forgotten No wait, I’m a different alter, my bad
op can i kin you
Me, 2 days ago: It’s fine, you’re just role-playing in your head like the cringy teenager that you are. You don’t have voices in your head and you’ll get over it tomorrow.
Today:
Protector: *Takes control over body, voice and imagination and fronts without my notice*
Me: What
Main alter: *Takes control of my online life and is an entirely different person than me IRL as well*
Me:
Dissociating and trying to figure out who’s fronting
I’ve been browsing your memes because I did it earlier today and now I did it again and I’m noticing memes I haven’t seen before and I’m like ???? Because they’re reblogged between ones that I’ve actually seen but how come I can’t remember seeing half of them??? H, why can’t I have access to my entire memory base
GOD i’ve accidentally made a meme thats like the same as an old one because my memory is the
worst
someone: reblogs my post and has a huge comment in another language
me: fucking superb you funky little german
when u have a walk in system but all ur alters t posed in thru the ceiling instead of walking in /s
IM
Real GIF of a protector when someone hurts the system little
when someone says they miss being a little kid because it was “so much easier” but you’re a trauma holder
DiD Memes 